I have honestly had a very hard time this week.

   Despite how much I truly love my church friends, we have turned into more then just one-day-a-week pals. We are family.

   And being a family means having a few fights. This week has opened my eyes to that phenomenon. I'm so so so so SO tired of all the drama that's been going on.

   It's hard for me to plaster on that smile in the mornings, especially the last couple of days.

   I don't know if it's all the togetherness or if things wold be this chaotic just at home. However I'm not enjoying it.

   I'm glad to be going home tomorrow. 

   The thing that gets me about choir tour versus mission trip is that we are together without being TOGETHER, during mission trip. It's easier to grow individually during mission trip then it is on this tour thing. I'm not sure whether or not I like one better then the other.

But this has been quite an experience.